I will share briefly my story: At the beginning of
this Pandemic I was faced with three challenges, firstly my children and their
partners were working in the front line, albeit in other parts of the country.
My elderly Father is increasingly dependant on Debbie and I. And the church was
clearly not going to be able to continue as 'normal.' When stuff happens in the
news I normally pride myself on getting clued up to what is happening. In this
instance, the more I knew, the worse and more anxious I begun to feel. I thus had to make a decision, what would I
do about my ANXIETY. I decided upon the one thing that I ought to do all the
time: Prayer. (after all I am a minister!)
My first concrete
action was a commitment to myself that I would not begin each day in anxiety,
after reading about all the latest deaths. I would begin each day drawing close
to God and praying for those I love, near and far, and for all those who are serving
us during this crisis. It turns out, for me at least, this was a very good
decision! My levels of anxiety dropped, and I was much better able to support
my loved ones, and indeed cope with the myriad of changes that seemed to come
each day. It also turned out that I had chosen a pathway which suited
'lockdown' rather well. I listened to astronauts, arctic explorers, soldiers
and even Monks who had all lived in isolation, say that a crucial aspect of
surviving isolation is to create a rhythm in each day and week. Morning, Midday
and Night Prayer did this for me, alongside the very different rhythms that
soon developed on a Sunday and weekend.
Of course I am not
suggesting that I have lost all my anxiety. Not at all. However within a rhythm
and practice of prayer and reflection, I
stumbled upon a reality that I am quite sure has helped me. To this end,
I would like to invite others to join me in this Ancient Practice. I have
decided to make myself as available as I can to anyone in the Frampton, Coalpit
or Winterbourne area who wants to explore a practice of prayer.
I call it:
Practising Hope in a Time of Uncertainty.
If you would like to
find out more please contact me via Zion United Church's website or phone line:
www.zuchurch.co.uk or 01454
776618. at present I am arranging these
meetings 'virtually' and will offer this help to anyone who is willing to
honestly admit that 'there may be a God!'
I pray God's
blessing and healing upon you and all you love, and I ask that you too may find
a pathway to Peace in a time of great Uncertainty.
With love
Stephen Newell
(United Reformed Church Minister, Zion United Church, Frampton Cotterell)
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